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(Thursday, July 26, 2007-)
+10:06 PM]*
# Listening to: 五月天 - 忘词-
嗯嗯搭啦我又忘了
我应该应该应该应该唱什么
我应该应该应该应该怎么作
嗯嗯搭啦想起来了
我好像好像好像好像应该说
我好想好想好想好想对你说
在你的面前我就变得很笨拙
就像是一个不断忘词的歌手
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在这一秒我一定要说
就算失败也不沈默
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在豁出去的那一秒钟
却又忘词我噢噢噢
嗯嗯搭啦想起来了
我好像好像好像好像应该说
我好想好想好想好想对你说
上一句好像是有关你的形容
下一句好像希望你能答应我
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在这一秒我一定要说
就算失败也不沈默
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在豁出去的那一秒钟
却又忘词我噢噢噢
the story ends like this;
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(Wednesday, July 18, 2007-)
+5:32 PM]*
# Listening to: Bleach - Ichirin no Hana-
well i started work at Baxter today. it's a medical equipment manufacturer, and i got hired as a lab analyst. seemed pretty ok. orientation, read SOPs, protocols, etc. work will be very routine, but hopefully not boring. lol. i nearly fell aslp while reading the SOPs. looking forward to the job. SGD1600/mth, 3 annual bonuses. not bad for me.
but didn't start off the day well. tried to top up my ez link and it didn't get thru, so i went to check my bank acct. $9. my pay wasn't in yet. ok, maybe NUS got an error. i smsed Hui Leng. and she told me i'll only get my pay next month.
next month. so what am i supposed to eat until then? no money for transport, no money for this and that. and they told me because my last day was 6th july, and the finance cutoff date was 5th of every mth, so my documents got delayed by a week. the best thing? they told me to combine my timesheet, so i'll put june and july within the same sheet. that was what caused the delay.
i should have just followed my own thinking and submitted 2 timesheets instead, one for each month. now i'll be broke, without any money to celebrate my god damn birthday in 2 weeks' time and without any money to survive till nxt month. nice. maggie mee and confinement ftw.
oh, and my mum finally came back after a week long disappearance. happily packed her stuff, left home to god knows where and now she's back like nothing ever happened.
seriously, not the best time of my life now. i can already foresee my birthday wish: find a roof over my head. first, money probs. then, family probs. what's next? what's next mannnn.
wanted to go down NUS to collect my windbreaker today but hey, no money to even take bus now. my ez link has -$0.27 and i got only $4 left in my pockets. think i'm gonna sell off my ipod and my handphone so i got the damn money to survive till next month. not to mention the bills that are gonna be due soon. lol. really. what can i look forward to?
well, on a bright side, i'll be rich next month. fucking rich. guess that's the only thing i'm looking forward to.
god, i'm damn pissed. pissed at my own stupidity, pissed at my helplessness, pissed at everything life is throwing at me. i'm praying for a miracle now. i can't even support myself now. the feeling sucks. my family's breaking apart. so if there's any time to have a miracle, now's one of the best times already. let something good happen to me, please.
the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, July 10, 2007-)
+2:14 PM]*
# Listening to: 光良 - 天堂-
I'm gonna master this song for my next KTV session. lol.
Been an eventful week. Been going out to celebrate my sister's birthday. Happy 22nd Birthday, Ethel! =) =)
went sakura for sashimi buffet, kbox for overnight ktv, went bowling, went marina south for steamboat etc. omg. pocket burned hole. but it was worth it. =)
had an overnight mahjong cum colony war session at my place with sharshar, ming, wanlin, clement, lucas, nick on saturday. omg mans. sat's CW was damn fun. totally pwned Vendetta and ZerO.
sunday was a bit boring. but nevertheless, we pwned Pwnography. lol. the irony.
i quit my job at NUS already. decide to focus fully on finding a full time job, and i'm trying out Baxter's now. been selected for a 2nd interview this Friday! woo hoo! damn happy now. I hope i'll get the job, man. It's like so near my place.
i'm sick now. fever and sore throat ftw. damn. must have been the late nights. =\
the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, July 03, 2007-)
+10:56 PM]*
# Listening to: Nothing-
not exactly in the best of mood. don't step on my tail, not today.
sis was warded last night for some viral infection of the gastrointestine or something like that. stayed till ard 4.15am, reached home ard 5am and slept. woke up at 11am and went to fetch her from the hospital. totally shagged out.
was supposed to have dinner outside with a few others, but they couldn't make up their mind and i grew tired of trying to accomodate everyone, so i just cancelled it. save money for saturday's outing. cooked a bowl of noodles and ate.
i'm sleepy, tired and in a pissy mood.
the story ends like this;
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