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(Monday, March 31, 2003-)
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felt like blogging...had a lot of people worried abt me today...i'm fine guys...really...this was supposed to be my schedule for today:
0800-1100 Instru prac
1100-1300 ABC lecture
1300 Go Tan Tock Seng visit Dianne and fetch her
1530 Back in school for Hi! Club
but unfortunately i woke up at 9+ am...so couldn't go school for the prac...the reason was: i was at TTS last nite till 4.30am...something happened to dianne and i was woke up by her parents...sorry if i worried the rest..it's really nothing much...i'll explain more if i hav e chance...
this entry is dedicated to dianne:
mei mei, death is not the solution to ur problems...u muz face it ok...i know a lot of things happened to u recently and migrating to australia was the last straw...but then learn to take things slowly and a step at a time...even if we're apart we can still meet up when ur vacation comes...
besides that, there's also other stuff like the sean incident...but hey there's plenty of fishes in the pond...he wasn't that gd aniwae...i hope wad i told u during the trip home was helpful...and i hope u'll be able to treasure ur life more...call me when u need someone...i'll drop by some other day k?
was at tan tock send today and wah...they hav everything set up like a movie scene...it's those labs or stuff u watch on movies...aniwae i was really worried abt the sars thingy and stuff like that...late last nite was trying to find a safe way to enter the hospital...and they offered me a mask...N95 mask...hmmm...
the past is never forgotten...it's just that it can't be remembered...
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(Sunday, March 30, 2003-)
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this blog will be on hiatus for quite some time...there's nothing much to blog...nothing much for the public to read...all personal stuff...and too tired to care abt blogging...so yup guys, you can still tag at the board...i'll juz drop by once in a while...
it's been 9 days since the war in iraq started...how long more till world peace? how long more? or is this really the End Times? could Bush be the Anti-Christ that Revelations spoke of? *sigh* here comes the 7 years of Tribulation...
the past is never forgotten...it's just that it can't be remembered...
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(Wednesday, March 26, 2003-)
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just found out something shocking that i didn't notice for quite some time...****** is attached!!! to *****!!! and i didn't know that!!! oh my goodness...my kaypo genes are dying is it...how can i dunno this super duper news?! diaoz man...
edited: eh think betta dun mention the names here...coz someone grrr me already...i wonder who...*eyes look at ****** *
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*sigh* still feeling tired...wonder what's wrong with me...used to be very active evn with 4 hrs of sleep...now 8 hrs of sleep and still tired...did i contract some disease or wad? *gasp* pneumonia!!! argh!!
had my gl training yesterday...went on quite well, except things started to screw up after the appearance of *coughtimothycough* the man who talks more than he does things...*sigh* guess i must be stricter with the gls...received some feedback that i'm kinda too lenient and that the gls are not really respecting me...well it's true but well i'm nv the fierce type...but i'll try my best...and thanx to ryan and leroy for coming down after their meetings...really appreciate it...was telling leroy that this year's scenario was similar to last year, with timothy(not the current tim) as the fiercer one and ghim yew as the lenient one...guess if peiyi holds the trainings it'll be better i guess...cant bring myself to be fierce unless something really pisses me off...
went for dinner with ryan and leroy and talked about the trip to cornell...interesting how kin hup is gonna dig for cow faeces...hmmm...was talking about some oxtail joke....heh...reached home at around 10+ and went to my room immediately...without knowing i fell asleep...without bathing...*sigh* wonder how much bacteria has accumulated on my bed liao...*sigh* tml muz bring my mattress out to sun it...
the past is never forgotten...it's just that it can't be remembered...
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(Monday, March 24, 2003-)
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Argh! only 1 single word describes me right now: tired. been staying up to watch cnn for Gulf War updates...and seems lots of Iraqi soldiers are surrendering...i can imagine neil scolding, "wimps! fight like a man!" heh...had a terrible terrible long long weekend...and a tiring one too...well here's the update...
Friday 21/03
our annual staff and students' day! well it's actually betta than last year's in a few ways...could hav helped out more but had that stupid ISSAB so couldn't do much...and did i mention i slept at 5 am on the previous night? the time that the war broke out...couldn't miss all the live action...so i was really tired and in a serious bad mood...and that darn teacher kept dragging the darn lesson...after every single presentation she had to pick on every single group...then yup she picked on my group...being the tired and currently-in-a-bad-mood me, i had to rebutt her and ryan was fanning me as i rebutted her [cool down cool down] heh thanx pal...
juz before the lesson started i went and guess wad? first thing that someone said to me was, "hey i can't stand your gls..." yupladies and gentlemen, that someone is from the main comm...and there was some sort of communication breakdown...my gls arrived but weren't allowed to go in and help...so stood outside the LT from 12.30...i did pass instructions to tim they all that my gls would be there...i called him even and he told me, "yah all your gls came in liao..." and then i received complaint from the 1f09 people, "hey u ask us come at 12.30 for wad? we were standing out here for nothing..." damn...first sign of getting pissed off that day...hate it when things screw up...grrr...
had a 'talk' with the gls...well i can't say i have the best batch of gls this year...but i can say they hav the potential...it's juz the area of discipline...as long as they overcome this particular problem, i'm sure they'll be great gls...i hav confidence in them...
Saturday 22/03
was working when neil the bugger called me...and to my surprise they were at suntec too...seems cherie and jenny planning to go australia to study...wow...rich kids...i realised i am damn broke...and to quote my words from 2 weeks before: no more expensive outings till next month...see cherie and jas, all ur fault! lolz juz kidding...*ang gu gu*
Sunday 23/03
tired tired tired...need i say more?
The past is never forgotten...it's just that it can't be remembered...
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(Friday, March 21, 2003-)
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The War is On...
*sigh* it has finally happened...from the moment WTC fell, osama being wanted, war with the Taliban in Afghanistan and now, war with Iraq...somehow i can't help but wonder...is Bush juz war-crazy or wad? the previous Bush that became President initiated the Gulf War against Iraq and now his son is taking over the reins...is it juz a personal grudge or wad? Operation Iraqui Freedom...bah that's wad they call this but heck to me it's juz another stupid reason to start a meaningless war...weapons of mass destruction? stop kidding...Bush has more weapons of mass destruction than the amount of Saddam's hair...(ok BAD comparison...)but hey US has all the darn weapons and expects Iraq to fully disarm herself? wad a joke! if US is willing to disarm itself FIRST, then perhaps Iraq would disarm herself too...
i'm not really in favour of Iraq too....due to its invasion to Iran years back...but then i am not in favour of this meaningless war at all...before u start saying things like US was right to start the war or stuff like that, think first...wad is the MAIN reason why the war started? why Iraq? the war against terrorism was directed at Al -Qaeda and Osama...but now Iraq juz becoz they THINK Saddam has connections with Al-Qaeda...and all the reasons they gave, is it sufficient to prove their point in starting this war? it's like kids fighting each other for the stupidest reason ever...
the one thing that constantly bugged my mind was, is this the beginning of World War 3? till now, 15 countries have allied itself in favour with US...will others join sides soon?and if they do, which one would they side? *sigh* World War 2 had reasons like, "We need land. We invade. We get land." ok fair enough. now this war? "We hate terrorism. We shall invade. We shall attempt to destroy terrorism." they knew Saddam would not relent to leaving his country and stuff...i mean come on...which idiot would give up their position...imagine me coming to u and say, "hey give me ur entire possesion," would u? i'm not talking abt people like Jesus here...i'm talking abt sinners...less than perfect people like u and me...i wouldn't...would u? if WW3 were to break out, it'll be all hell breaking loose...we would see damage never before seen in the previous 2 world wars...the previous 2 had only a few countries that had armies with 'advanced' weapons...most countries were still colonies at that time with no ability to defend or attack...now it's different...140+ countries...each with their own army and weapons..now imagine just half of them gets involved in the war....wad would it be like?
now watching channel news asia...showing live telecast from fox news...white house holding a press conference on this war...and the share index at the bottom right are clearly dropping...sad case...*sigh* white house claims they are still in favour of disarmament and they hav military planners focusing on winning this war...wtf...
compared to the Gulf War years back, people aren't really that affected anymore...i still remembered last time everyone started stocking up on maggi mee, canned food and stuff like that...now dun think it's really affecting us...maybe we are juz used to the wars that's going on nowadays...Israel, Palestine...US, Afghanistan...US, Iraq...and dunno wad else...
i'm juz ranting on and on here abt the darn war...dun mind me...read the other blogs...and pray for peace...
so then...what's next in life?
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(Wednesday, March 19, 2003-)
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currently at com lab...so tired...*sigh* missed Rave this morning...argh~!! but aniwae got back my ABC results yesterday...got 82...not too bad i guess..i'm sure the rest would get better grades...now hoping to get gd grades for MBio...*crosses fingers*
so then...what's next in life?
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+1:41 AM]*
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heh this is a totally stupid post but aniwae: upon recalculating...i realised that i've got onli 11 mei meis that i keep in contact...heh so yah that's the new figure...
aniwae had quite a day today...woke up at 11.45am~ and gonna be late for school again! darn...still haven bought the chicken hearts required for the ABC experiment next week...so rushed off to buy it and brought it to school...coincidentally, saw victor the moment i walked out of the control station and even more shocking was met the 1F09 people in the bus...now here's the more shocking one...saw the 3 quuens (excluding cherie coz she skipped school) a few steps ahead...i haven met so many people in a matter or minutes coincidentally...time to buy 4d...no no toto would be betta...heh
ABC was well boring...the graph didn't look like a graph at all...looks more like a erm...bunch of messed up lines...really sucked at the calculations...*sigh* went for hi club meeting after that and went to help out for the prepartion for staff and students' day...realised after planning that most people cant help decorate the lt on fri itself...coz majority of the helper are finishing their classes at 1pm...and the entire thing starts at 1pm...*sigh* guess i need to go and help them in the morning...any volunteers? contact me yah? GLs especially...
so then...what's next in life?
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(Monday, March 17, 2003-)
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yup ladies and gentlemen...it's true... i have fallen sick
darn muz hav been the late nights i have been having...so now kids remember to slp early and don't watch anime in the wee hours of the morning...and if you're working like me, remember to rest more instead of going online...
no wait...i forgot all about the darn heaty food i've been having for the 2 queen's birthdays...cheesy pasta and super duper chocolatey cake...i hav put on weight i guess...*groans*
so then...what's next in life?
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forgot to post on cherie's birthday...sorry dear...aniwae...*ahem*
Happy '18th' Birthday Cherie~!!!
well she likes deceiving about her age...it's called self-denial...well she's 19 already...lolz
aniwae we celebrated it on sat evening...i was working so the gang came over to sizzler to eat...why sizzler? coz i had $100 worth of vouchers to give them that's why...heh but aniwae cherie was late so they went to buy a cake and i kept it in the chiller...so i was happily doing my work while waiting for them to call me to bring out the cake when ard 10 pm, my colleague told me "hey your frens paid and left..." i went, "huh?! wad about the cake?!" so being panicky i called leroy and asked, "hey hey cake how cake how?!" and well the plan was i'll meet them up after my work and bring the cake over...phew scared the daylights out of me...
so after work, 10.30pm...walked to esplanade to meet them...then cake cutting ceremony and cake eating ceremony...and ard 11.40pm we started to leave and one big ques-ti-on bugged at us: will there be any last train? *panics* but haha everyone got home safely...heh
so then...what's next in life?
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(Friday, March 14, 2003-)
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ok ok last post till tml:
Happy 19th Birthday Jasmine~!!!!!!
*throws confetti* gonna go celebrate her birthday after the training...that's why i'm trying to finish the training asap. ^^;
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today's training gonna be darn short coz first of all there's not much people coming. why? some school work, some work, some quit, some cca. now got some becoz got PT then dun wanna come. wad kind of shit is this?! i know who they are already and they'll gonna get it from me. i'm not gonna be lax in the training anymore. this is the last time i'll be lenient. *sigh* especially when i know them personally, they think i'll be lenient. the truth is i know abt half of the whole GLs and i hav to treat you all equally, ie no special treatment. dun come up to me and complain that you dun like the training and wanna change, or stuff like you dun like whoever in ur grp or wanna change to a grp u like. hello? this is NOT ur home so hell with it. this may/may not apply to those reading this, but generally referring to the entire cohort without specifically targeting at anyone. well maybe there is. but that depends if they actually hav conscience to wad they did.
this leads to another point: "life is like a vacuum cleaner: it sucks."
so then...what's next in life?
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*sigh* yesterday was a darn pissed day for me. woke up late, then family squabble between my dad and us. darn it why is this world full of such idiots who thinks that loaning money to start a business would be easy. damn it. he doesn't think of the consequences at all. when all things fail, he thinks we would help him pay the debts. hell with it. nobody's supporting him with his business coz look, who's gonna open a pet shop at this time? stupid ain't it? and the main thing is he didn't even discussed it in detail with us. we didn't know what was going on till the broker or some weird fella came yesterday. and why he's doing this? coz of his darn friends, who's psychoing him that driving a taxi isn't good and stuff...juz becoz they hav mercedes and an aquarium and such. i neva really liked them. assholes.
failed my cell culture common test. ha wad's new? neva really liked that subject anyway. hell. well there's always the sessional exam. gonna hav to work hard. dont worry, be happy. to all those that failed: dun think too much and work harder. to all those who passed: bloody hell you pass already still not satisfied ah? hehe
so then...what's next in life?
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(Wednesday, March 12, 2003-)
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now in the com lab doing the lsct webpage, which i'm proud to say its finished...heh...finally after like 3 months? procastinated for too long already...
since i finished early, i changed my layout a bit...but didn't turn out as i wanted...gonna change it again some time soon...leave your comments about this layout in the shout out k?the theme is Dragon Force, a role-playing game for the saturn...
so then...what's next in life?
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(Sunday, March 09, 2003-)
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...flashback...
6th march, thurs...
end of common test!! wahaha...watched chicago with the gang...quite a good show but boring initially...thoug it's nice, but it's not my type of show...i won't wanna watch it on my own...had
went sentos today...was sunny but as we walked and hanged ard, it started to turn gloomy and rained...and the whole afternoon was spent getting in and out of the water! coz the water was supposedly warmer than the surroundings by everytime we entered the water, lightning strikes and we all stagger out and back to the cold shelter again...cold cold...by the time the sun came out it was ard 4+pm...the beach had quite a few nice-looking babes in bikinis...*drool* and there's this 2 japanese girls that i think looks cute...hehe...got buried in thesand by them in the rain! goodness me...shaped some weird body for my and it's damn stupid...muz show u all..haha...swam ard for a while more before washing up and eat burger king's...
then took the monorail ard sentosa, which took abt 40 mins and ended up at our starting point...frm there we walked to the merlion and entered...nothing much to see inside also...so then went to the musical fountain for the last programme of the day and finally ended up home...ah...wad a day...it would be betta with the sun...*sigh* no tan for me...at all...melanine! i wan melanine!
so then...what's next in life?
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(Thursday, March 06, 2003-)
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watching this show on scv now...heaven's coin 3...damn touching...abt this deaf-mute girl in japan and this tokyo guy...really nice..and worse...the girl looks like wanting!! *shocked* and i learned a couple of japanese signs...so cool...haha japanese sign language is so different frm SEE and ASL...whoa...i'm gonna catch this show every week...
so then...what's next in life?
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(Monday, March 03, 2003-)
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today's ABC was fine...was easier than expected...spent the enitire nite studying without sleep...in the end slept the moment i reached home until now...and i think it's an effective way of study for me...lolz gonna study for cell culture test...1 down 3 more to go!
so then...what's next in life?
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