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(Monday, January 31, 2005-)
+2:28 AM]*
# Listening to: Boyzone - Baby Can I Hold You Tonight-
darling, I'm sorry..please forgive me.
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(Thursday, January 27, 2005-)
+9:53 AM]*
# Listening to: Do As Infinity - Tangerine Dream-
Went over to Dar's place yesterday at 10.15 am (and I'm proud of myself that I could wake up in time :lol: ) and had breakfast at McDonald's. The hotcakes were nice, as usual, and it's been an awfully long time since I last had it. I would have fully enjoyed, if ithadn't been for my little irritating ulcer.
Did I mention Dar's eyes brightened up the moment she heard about my ulcer? I'll explain why. She rubbed salt on it!! OMFG! UBER PAIN!
T_T
She was supposed to study, and I, accompany her, but heck, we decided to chat, take a nap, then proceed to Jurong Point together. I bought her this furry little thing that's supposed to be a handphone accessory. ^^;; Then we bought a pair of couple handphone accessories for the both of us. =) Walked around a bit, trying to shop for clothes as well, but didn't find any to my liking. *groan*
We went window shopping in very weird places, like NTUC Fairprice, Guardian pharmacy, etc. I dunno, but Dar loves it. :lol:
Dar, yao jia you hor. =)
Woke up at 7+ am today, due to the pain from my ulcer. Decided to rub some salt on it myself (ouch!) and well, the swelling subsided (thankfully).
I need to do some shopping soon. zzzzz.
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(Friday, January 21, 2005-)
+10:43 PM]*
# Listening to: Digimon Adventure 2 - Itsumo Itsudemo-
just came back from dar's place. poor thing, still sick. Somehow, I think I got the virus as well. ^^;; Not a good sign.
Been doing a lot of thinking on the way back, and I realised, there's no such thing called gratitude any more. Not true? I don't know. I've encountered several incidents, both online and in real life. I really wonder, does the proverb, 'yin sui si yuan' really apply to us these days?
You treat people with kindness, help them when they need help, give them stuff that they need. and then, after that, they treat you like utter crap.
I thought of my grandfather, I even dreamt about him last night. I realised, there were lots of regrets in my life. I regretted not showing enough care and concern for my grandfather while he was alive, how he travelled all the way from Toa Payoh to our place in Woodlands every Saturday morning, and several times I didn't invite him in.
I really regretted not being about to fulfil my duties as a grandson then. People like me deserve to die. And then, I dreamt of him. It was the good ol' days, our entire family, including my uncles and aunts, gathering in his 1 room flat in Toa Payoh during festive seasons, playing mahjong, making tang yuan and ba zhang. He dotes a lot on my sister and I, cos he dotes on my mother a LOT. Months before his passing, he insisted he wants to stay with us.
I didn't even manage to say good bye to him when he passed away. I miss him, a lot.
I remember he 'told' me (he had thyroid cancer previously, so he actually can't speak after he got an operation) before, long ago. I remember I fell down, and started crying. He gestured to me, I shouldn't cry. Nan ren liu xie, bu liu lei. At his funeral, I didn't shed a single tear, because I remembered his words. I wanted him to leave peacefully then. I got blamed by my family, for being heartless and stuff.
I cried the entire night after the cremation.
Even now, times at night, I couldn't help but cry whenever I think of him. Even now.
I'm an emotional guy, most people would know. And I felt awful, all these while. I wanna be more filial in future.
I believe in divine retribution, and I'm just waiting for mine. Are you waiting for yours?
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+11:23 AM]*
# Listening to: Nothing-
went to Ngee Ann for the first time in almost a month. What a nostalgic feeling I had. NP Open House. As I walked through the campus, saw several of my old pals visiting the school, as well as my juniors. There were certain changes here and there, but it's still the good ol' Ngee Ann Poly.
I really miss those days when I started participating in the Open house activities, like making alpha gel. I remember Kelvin, my HLM senior, crapped about how alpha gel is actually snail slime from genetically modified snails and how we have to stimulate the slime from the snails. Really hilarious to see the reactions of the kids then.
Went to meet dar at 5 and was supposed to leave for West Mall at 6, but she wasn't feeling well, so I brought her home instead. *sigh* Food poisoning again. =\ Perhaps due to contaminated fish? *shrugs*
Went home at about 8 plus last night. Initially, I wanted to meet up with ryan and Leroy to watch Elektra, but decided it was too rush for me. Another time, perhaps.
I might be going down on Saturday to the Open House, with Ryan and Leroy. But I'm lazy. Hmmm...=X
Looking forward to the Night Cycling. =)
Dar, I love you
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(Tuesday, January 11, 2005-)
+1:39 PM]*
# Listening to: Fushigi Yuugi - Suzaku no Densetsu (Instrumental)-
All Maple Story players, please take note fo the following hackers.
I was training my mage in Ellinia when this hacker came. And so, we asked him to stop, and he asked us to shhh. I told him to stop hacking in 15 secs and he replied 'who do you think you are?'Then, I defamed him, and he used 9 characters to defame me. I got several names down. They are as follows:
IcyPear
ZoneClassic
DirectX
Arcene
xXxpizzaxXx
XxOarchOxX
I think it's incredibly lame and unjust, for someone hacking to actually defame as if he did nothing wrong.I've got 2 witnesses to him hacking, as well as several screenshots. the witnesses are ShadowzBear and y0unme. I'll upload the screenshots once I've uploaded them to a server.
*sigh* Why can't everyone play fair?
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