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(Sunday, July 31, 2005-)
+4:12 PM]*
# Listening to: Gundam SEED - moment-
*sigh* our 2 weeks attachment at Youth Flying Club has finally come to an end. The feeling of being in a private jet? Wonderful. It's very different from being in a commercial class plane. We were so close to the clouds and the view was spectacular.
Played a lot of bridge and Monopoly to pass the time there, and surprisingly none of us fell sleep. *phew*
*sigh* I'm feeling numb. Very numb. But it hurts too. I don't wanna do anything anymore.
Can I just die?
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(Wednesday, July 20, 2005-)
+12:03 AM]*
# Listening to: Ah! My Goddess - My Heart, Your Heart-
phew, so far so good for my WSO application. The doc said I'm medically fit for WSO (C3), so now it's up to the computerised test and the interview. *crosses fingers* but in the meantime I'm still hoping for pilot first.
today's the first day of my 2 weeks attachment at youth flying club. met jasline on the bus today towards cmpb. so surprised to see her there actually, after almost a year since i last saw her. The world is a small place. ^^;; First day at YFC was well, boring. The main main main problem there is you cannot fall asleep, no matter what. You can bring games and stuff there but being our first day, we didn't bring anything. Had a hard time keeping awake while doing nothing in the room. -_-ll The captain's rather strict with us, cos the last batch screwed up by sleeping and getting caught. =\ Hard time ahead. *sigh*
I must think of ways to entertain myself there tomorrow. =X
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(Monday, July 18, 2005-)
+1:41 AM]*
# Listening to: Do As Infinity - Boukensha Tachi-
happy 18th birthday, sweetie! =) I'm glad you had a wonderful birthday this year. ^^
oh crap, I forgot to call Tan Tock Seng Hospital about my medical appointment for sinus. -_-ll Must do so tomorrow.
My memory's failing me recently, and my mood's been terrible lately too. *sigh* I wonder if it's one of those times you wish you could stop growing up and live like a 10 year old all over again. Life with no worries, as carefree as can be, except for the occasional bullying by the older kids.
Yeah, I have a problem, that's why I spoke up about it. Have you ever come across people who say what they feel, and just a minute later say stuff like, "Oh don't worry about me guys. I'm ok. I'm just *insert random quote/reason/excuse*" Seen too many of this and everytime I'll feel weird while seeing this. You have a problem, you said out your problem and then what? Forget about it? I think the first step to solving your problem is admitting you have a problem. :lol: Isn't it true? For anything and everything, you need to admit that it's there before you can do something about it. ^^;; Gawd, what a random thought that popped out in my mind.
*sigh* I don't think I want to celebrate my birthday this year. ^^;; I think I want to spend my birthday peacefully this time round. A day all to myself, do anything I want like any other day. Gah, I know I don't mean what I say but...*sigh*
Gonna go for my WSO medical tomorrow. Wish me luck that my sinus will not prevent me from being a WSO too.
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(Tuesday, July 12, 2005-)
+11:02 PM]*
# Listening to: D.N.Angel - Hajimari no Hi-
damn, I failed my medical exam for pilot, because of sinus. Surprisingly, I never knew I really had sinus until today. All along I thought it was because of sensitive nose that I have blocked nose often, or what my dad would tell me is I was too weak, thus catching cold and flu easily. O.o
*sigh* Oh well, pilot's out of question until I get my sinus cured at least, so I'll just try WSO instead. ^^;; Hopefully I'll still have chance. *crosses fingers* Read up a bit more about sinus, and I'll probably go see a doc next week or something. At least not anytime soon, since I just had MC for one week. Felt bad about it but nothing I can do. =X
Went out with Miss Ng yesterday and had lots of fun. Heh. Watched 'Be with you' at Causeway Point. It was average, but it has its touching moments too. No idea why she found it boring. -_-ll And she kept insisting that I cried when I didn't. Haha. I was sniffing because of my blocked nose, and she didn't believe it until I sniffed it again outside the cinema. Heh. and I bought her 2 Disney soft toys of Eeyore and Piglet. Initially we wanted Pooh, but the packaging was torn and I hurriedly exchanged it, not realising I took Piglet (they were all gold colour, okay? =X) Damn. I'll just have to buy her Tigger and Pooh as well, completing the collection.
Damn, feel so sleepy. Shall go to sleep now.
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(Monday, July 11, 2005-)
+2:20 AM]*
# Listening to: Every Little Thing - Kioku-
whoa, tomorrow's my graduation already, and I don't feel ready for it. In fact, I don't feel like going! :lol: I still remembered how it was like last year when I couldn't graduate with the rest, It felt terrible, really. And I still dropped by to congratulate them. Felt like a total outcast. *sigh*
Now I still weird. It's like, I'm probably the only retained graduand present tomorrow and it'll be embarrassing to take my diploma on the stage. *sigh* Besides, my parents aren't going tomorrow. Hmmm oh well...
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(Saturday, July 09, 2005-)
+11:49 PM]*
# Listening to: Gundam SEED - Teiki Shuurai-
i feel so betrayed, so much that it hurts.
it really hurts. please stop hurting me.
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(Tuesday, July 05, 2005-)
+1:14 PM]*
# Listening to: Gundam SEED - Akatsuki no Kuruma-
just finished watching Seven Samurai (again) and until now, I'm really surprised at how the director manage to create such a wonderful film at that time in 1954. It's 51 years ago! And the entire film was spectacular, even though it's black and white.
I'm a big fan of samurai flicks, and sadly I can't seem to find that many in Singapore. *sigh* Sucks big time, man. Animes are getting expensive too. Damn you, Odex.
I wanted to post something else, but it slipped off my mind somehow. Gah, age is catching on to me. The dreadful 21. *cue horror scream*
Oh crap, I'm gonna be late. Miss Ng will probably kill me.
EDIT: T_T Darling, don't kill me. Dui bu qi. T_T Wo bu shi gu yi de. T_T
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(Monday, July 04, 2005-)
+7:05 PM]*
# Listening to: Chihiro Yonekura - 10 Years After (Always Mix)-
phew! Ngee Ann just sent me a letter notifying that I got the CCA Gold award. Cool. At least there's an achievement to cover up my poor results. This is kinda different from last year's graduation. At least we get notified before hand that we're receiving the award. Felt really glad that I'm finally graduating. *sigh* 3.5 years of poly days are definitely something I'll remember. This award wasn't easy to get at all. I got it at the expense of my studies, I guess. :lol: If I ever get into a university, I'll be sure to study hard. Hmmm wait a minute, I think I said that before in secondary school... :lol:
11th of July...That'll mean I can get a day off from work. Cool. Do I have to attend the ceremony with my no. 4 uniform? O.o
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(Sunday, July 03, 2005-)
+2:13 PM]*
# Listening to: Ricky Martin (feat. Meja) - Private Emotion-
I. need. a. new. hard. drive.
My 80GB is finishing up fast and I just refuse to delete the anime in it. On Thursday, I casually walked into the Cash Convertor shop with my darling ngseetin (from hence forth referred as Miss Ng or ngseetin =X) when I saw this second hand CPU. 2GHZ, 512 MB RAM and 40 GB hard disk for only $398! Whoa...it's Windows XP too. I'm think of getting that when I have the money. I can use it to set up as a server and place everything in there. It comes with a monitor too, which is just fantastic. Heh.
There's so much to buy, but no money to pay for them. Gah.
Miss Ng came and stayed over last night, after we quarelled the day before. =) Glad that everything's fine between us now. *sigh* I love you, darling.
Question of the day: When a movie sucks, who will you blame?
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(Friday, July 01, 2005-)
+2:06 PM]*
# Listening to: Shinkon Gattai Godannar - Engage!! Godannar-
back from the surgery. It was quite an experience, since it was my first surgery ever. Did the registration and was brought to the pre-op bay, where I changed into the whatever-you-call-that they gave me to wear and waited there for another 15 mins. The nurses then came and asked me a series of questions, which would be repeated by at least 4 other nurses later on, and brought me to the operating theatre. Frightening experience there, I tell you. There was this intern nurse who was helping me get my drip done with 2 other senior nurses beside her. She inserted the needle, lost grip and left the needle hanging there. O.o Freaked me out for a sec and the nurses were giggling at me. :lol: The intern was quite young, but she didn't looked that nervous.
Off I went into the OT and it's just like the movies. The surgical instruments, lamp, ECG, pulse monitor. The doctors and nurses were very kind, and they kept reassuring me, 'It'll be fine. Relax. Relax.' Then came the painful general anaesthetic injection. I could feel it travelling through my entire arm as the painful sensation slowly travels upwards. I went, "Ouch. Ouch. ow...ow...zzzzzz" and before I knew it, I lost consciousness and awoke one hour later. It felt like it never happened! But I do recall that a nurse was asking me while I was unconsious that she was going to remove a ube from my mouth. No wonder my throat felt sore when I woke up. It was quite an experience and there wasn't any pain after the op, until I peed. IT HURTS LIKE OMGWTFTHISSUX! T_T Well, at least I got 7 days MC till next Thurs, and I'll have to go back for a checkup again. Thank God for the 11B. SAF's best gift to me so far.
I need a sarong. Bah.
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+12:59 AM]*
# Listening to: Gundam SEED Destiny - Reason (Instrumental)-
*sigh* went for my medical appointment today and was notified that I need to have a minor surgery, which will be tomorrow. The truth is, there is this small lump on my *ahem*, at the entrance of the urethra. However, it doesn't hurt, itch or cause any discomfort. It's just...there. *shrugs* So I'm gonna have to remove the lump and laser it back to normal. Ouch.
Quite traumatizing for me to know about this. The doctor says it's generally harmless, but he'll get the tissue to be analysed. -_-;; Gonna have quite a couple days of discomfort and MC (which is good XD). *sigh* Honestly, I'm worried now. I mean, come on! Imagine if it's YOU?! Like, ouch? Pain? Hello? Sensitive? :lol:
Thanks darling for accompanying me today. I'm glad to have you beside me supporting me. =)
I'm gonna go for my Flight Experience Programme on the 19th of July. Hopefully I'll be ok to fly. :lol: Oh saw Joseph a couple days back at Air Force Recruitment Centre. Really glad to see him doing fine and yes, it's been confirmed that life in OCS sucks BIG time. Even Joseph feels it's tough for him. WTH. Joseph? Tough for him? That's probably the last thing that would come out of his mouth. But if he can't take it, then yeah, it really is tough. And sure enough, as he promised during BMT that if he got into OCS, he'd sign on, he's signing on for WSO. Awesome. I hope he gets in, so I'll have company next time in the Air Force (if i make it).
I'm definitely gonna get a Creative Zen 20GB or Zen Touch 20/40GB when I become a pilot trainee and draw my first pay.
Long day ahead tomorrow. *sigh*
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