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(Sunday, May 29, 2005-)
+5:16 PM]*
# Listening to: Nothing-
10 more days to POP! PO~ POP~! I'll finally graduate after 13 weeks of shit! *evil laugh* If I don't land up in OCS, I hope I'll not land up in 3 SIR like abang said. T_T
After 3 months, it's finally a relief to get out of Tekong. But then, we start to think: what's next? Where will we go from here on? If I didn't get into OCS, will I go SISPEC? Will I go somewhere where I'll suffer everyday? Hopefully everyone of us land up in SISPEC, then we won't feel that bad. ^^;
Oh yes, Happy 21st Birthday Ryan! ^^;;
*sigh* It's a tough week ahead, even though it's 1 week before POP. SOC tomorrow, 24 km route march on Tues and Bayonet Assault Course on Thurs. I don't want~ T_T Shitty week. And I have to retake my IPPT! No~~~~ I failed 2.4km run by 28 secs! Why?! Why?! ARGH! STUPID STUPID STUPID! T_T
Met darling today. She's mad about the Great Singapore Sale. Zzzzz. Shopped for 3 hours in Causeway Point! Whoa~ Went around window shopping and saw a couple of things I wanted. Gah. Recruit pay sucks. Please let me get into Air Force. Speaking of which, even though I passed the pilot interview, I still need to settle my medical checkup. *sigh* I need to clear my dental checkup before I can pass. =\ And after I pass, I still got to wait till I get into OCS. Argh! Life is full of worries.
Oh, and anyone got a spare ET blade cover to sell me? I need it but Beach Rd sold out. *sigh*
Darling, I love you. =)
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(Saturday, May 21, 2005-)
+8:38 PM]*
# Listening to: Slayers Try - But But But-
Just finished my range. Holy crap, there goes my marksman badge. T_T My IMT and practices had good scores, but I guess 3 days of insufficient can really make you lose a LOT of concentration. zzzzzzzz. Damn. But it felt great to shoot live rounds, though I would love to have someone as my target, then perhaps I would get the marksman badge. =
Went for my Air Force interview a few days ago. Cool. I passed the pilot interview! Woo hoo~ But now I'm thinking of becoming a WSO instead. =\ 10 years bond plus 10 months in France seems a little too long for me. Argh~ I need input and suggestion! But of course, now it's all about getting into OCS and passing my bloody IPPT which is next Tues. I'm screwed! I can't do 6 pulls ups! HOLY SHIT!
*ahem* anyway, it's been a shagged week. *sigh* I finally saw Elaine-chan online, after ten thousand years. XD And I just realised one of my post in 17th April didn't get published. So I shall publish it and say it here as well:
Happy 19th Birthday, Elaine-chan~ ^^ Ok, ok, BELATED. =X
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(Sunday, May 15, 2005-)
+12:54 AM]*
# Listening to: Utada Hikaru - Easy Breezy-
I don't know, but I feel like useless. I can't make my girlfriend happy most of the time, always making her cry. Then, I'm so weak physically, always falling sick and my fitness level sucks. I squirm when watching bloody and gory movies and I'm an oversensitive bastard.
I think I'm the worst boyfriend in the world.
I feel so useless.
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(Saturday, May 14, 2005-)
+8:26 PM]*
# Listening to: Gundam SEED Destiny - ignited-
personally, I don't really like this song that much compared to the rest of T.M Revolution's songs, but it's still good. ^^;
Today's the start of the prep days for the FOC, but I decided not to go. It's quite tempting to go, yes, but then, I'm not of much use there anyway. :lol: Old man like me must retire for good.
Just finished SITest earlier this week. Hell, it was a torture, mainly because it rained on the 2nd day! My tent, being weak and all, collapsed and is completely drenched in mud. Gah. But the good thing was that we just had to wait while it rained, so half the SITest was over before we knew it. But the damn rain just HAD to stop in the afternoon, and we had to go around crawling in the mud. Awful feeling, I tell you. Thankfully, my field camp was sunny for all 7 days. ^^
*sigh* I'm in charge of the company t-shirt. And I've finally decided: I don't want to go OCS or SISPEC. ^^ Tough decision, but I guess being a man for the next 2 years will be fine for me. I don't wanna burn away my weekends for the months to come. Must enjoy life to the fullest. =)
Oh well, life is full of decisions. Heh.
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(Saturday, May 07, 2005-)
+6:31 PM]*
# Listening to: Final Fantasy IX - You are not alone!-
gah all cancerians are so hard to please. and i'm stuck, with 3 of them. ARGH! WTF. Fuck it. I hate my life. I hate my fucking life.
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(Tuesday, May 03, 2005-)
+11:06 PM]*
# Listening to: Mai-HiME - Kimi ga Sora Datta-
I know I should be sleeping by now, but upon receiving darling's sms, I realised I haven't blogged yet. =P
Been trying to finish watching Mai-HiME by tonight, but guess it's not gonna happen. =\ Gotta go back to Tekong tomorrow morning. *sigh* I hate my life as a recruit. I wanna aim a 8-5 vocation in SAF after BMT. No SISPEC, no OCS or anything relating to field camps. I HATE FIELD CAMP. Because of that, I had food poisoning for the past few days. Sucky feeling. Now the smell of dense vegetation makes me nauseous. *puke* Hopefully I'll stop having diarrhea by tomorrow.
Came back on Saturday and was totally exhausted beyond description. It's equivalent to like 5 FOCs packed back to back with no rest. OMG. The past 7 days before that was absolutely tiring and no to mention there wasn't enough sleep for us. Oh yes, the night snakc sucks. Why? Because when we are all sleeping well, drifting in our dreamlands, we would hear an announcement that says, "All of you, wake up. Last platoon to wake up will get it from me. Let's have night snacks now." WTH.
Felt sick during the last day of field camp, made to do the entire BIC thingy (which sucks, so don't bother knowing the details). Pressured to move on, not allowed to fall out, the medic sucks as well. I mean, he gives icepacks for every single ache (in one instance, my friend was given an ice pack when he said he had cough O.o)
Fortunately, I finally got to rest when I reached home. Darling went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital with me yesterday, Thanks darling ^^ We got really silly along the way to the pharmacy. :lol: She looks so adorable. =) Oh, and Sunday, she wore a really nice and sexy outfit. =) went for a dinner with her family after that and took some pics. She's really gorgeous on Sunday. Really.
Darling, I miss you. ^^ Don't let others get too close to you hor. =X iloveyoudarlingcosyouareapiggy=X
35 more days to POP. Hurray!
P/S: Shinn Asuka sucks. He's a goddamn arsehole.
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