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(Sunday, June 13, 2004-)
+4:51 PM]*
# Listening: Gensomaden Saiyuiki - For Real-
Heh slept at about 5.15 am last night. Got chased to bed by Elaine-chan aka kiyo-chan XD She keeps making me sleep at those unearthly hours, even though she's in USA.
Had a really bad issue in the LSCT Forums last night, when a small matter was blown out of proportions due to over-sensitivity. Well, at least things are a little relaxed now, I hope. -_-
Woke up today at about 3 pm and saw Hazel online and help her do her blog. :lol: A little rusty with my html skills, so it took me about 30 mins to finish including the tag-board as well as the links. Hmm maybe I should change my blog layout soon. Perhaps I should get a X blogskin. ^_^
*sigh* My hamster's condition is getting worse. She's gotten cancer, has a large tumour on her hind leg and now, swelling on her belly. My sis came crying in my room and she held it in her hands. The sight was heart-breaking, though. The poor little fella. I suggested taking it to a vet to be put to sleep and my sister cried. Dumb me. -_-
One of the SGLs was telling me last night that I should just stop playing the middle man in this kind of 'discussions'. Perhaps, but I think it's always better to have someone to mediate the discussion, lest it gets worse. ^^;; I do my flares at times, but those are usually during times of sleep deprivation. ^^; Cranky.
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(Friday, June 11, 2004-)
+9:26 AM]*
# Listening to: Morning Musume - Sou da! We're alive!-
Oh well, things are alright between us already, ladies and gentlemen. Guess my anger just somehow subsided. So as punishment of making her cry yesterday, I'm gonna watch Harry Potter with her, and it's a well-known fact that I've all along been against Harry Potter. The sacrifice you have to make in order to make your loved ones happy.
Anyway there's a games comm meeting going on as I type this so I guess I'd better hurry up and wash up. I've got a meeting to catch. Just wanted to post and tell everyone that everything's fine between Dear and I. =)
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(Thursday, June 10, 2004-)
+11:39 PM]*
# Listening to: Digimon Frontier - Fire!!-
I read her blog and I think there is something I should clarify. I am not angry because she kissed 3 guys (well, maybe partly) but I am most angry because she kissed 3 guys but told me she only kissed one. I still have the MSN conversation.
If you don't tell someone the truth, it's equivalent to lying.
If you don't tell someone the truth, someone will tell them a lie.
How. very. true. Well, no man is without sin, and hardly anyone can say they've hardly lied. No man is perfect, I know. But come on, I'm her boyfriend for God's sake. She said Mahathir and the rest asked her to keep it from me. If they asked you to keep it from me, then you're really gonna keep it from me for eternity? Lovely.
The best part is that I got to know she kissed all 3 guys only when she ACCIDENTALLY spilled the beans herself. See the degree of honesty involved here? Excellent. Most excellent.
If there's one thing I hate, it's about people who lies to me about them. I am not perfect, and if you were to tell me what you did wrong immediately, I would accept it. Now I feel like an idiot, only knowing AFTER SHE ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED THE BEANS.
It's like a question I asked you before and with each question I ask, I would expect an honest answer, good or bad. And I expect some transparency between us. We're a couple, for crying out loud! Do I have to hire a P.I inorder to know everything about you?
To those reading this that might not know her, she is far from being a slut, that's what I can say. This is just to protect her reputation among those who don't know her.
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+1:40 PM]*
# Listening to: Hikaru no Go - Bokura no Boken-
Well, let's update about the past eventful week:
4th June 2004, Friday
Well, had safety talk and orientation programme for the freshmen. First time I felt we had a teerible shortage of manpower and space. Thank God not all freshmen came that day. Throughout the day got busy, then had some short rest in the lecture theatre playing dumb clips and lame videos. Really nice, especially the robotic dance. There were nice looking freshies for both guys and girls, and some of my GLs were just drooling over them. XD
Then someone just had to spoil it all. One freshie who we call the 'Fat Bastard' showed some attitude problem. Ryan had to dedicate the next 3 songs on the playlist just to appease me. :lol: Thanks, pal. So then I ignored him, and went on with the programme. Not until later on, he called me clown.
*boom* Explosion. I pointed my thumb in a clenched fist towards him and spoke in a more serious tone, asking him what did he say, He shrugged his shoulders and said nevermind. Whoa...he'd better thank God that he's still a freshmen that day, if not I would have bombed him till he died. 9 claps in all 4 different languages.
The day ended well, and response for FOC was somehow ideal. Who had 160+ freshies signed up, with 157 who paid. Not bad. This batch of freshmen had extremes of both ends: either you're really enthusiastic (there were some who even asked how can they apply to be Group Leaders!) and some with attitude problem like the one I have mentioned. So as GLs, we'll have to handle them as well. Never did I expect that a freshie would be so rude to his senior.
Ended the day with a dance practice and some got pissed there. Why? I won't tell. Heh. But it's really interesting to see some of their faces. XD
5th June 2004, Saturday
Was dead tired from the previous night and sooverslept for the camp committee meeting that morning. Called Terry the moment I woke up and realised that the meeting was about to end. Darn.
Practically stoned the whole day. In fact, I couldn't recall what did I do on Saturday. Hmmm...weird.
6th June 2004, Sunday
Woke up feeling terribly groggy. Missed the main committee meeting in the afternoon and received a call from Vinson, one of my Hi! Club students, from BE. Apparently, he's got 40 of BE GLs that wants to share the Sports Hall with us. How exciting. Heh. Then felt better at night and decided to head over to games committee overnight meeting at Andrew's place. Went there and after discussion, we did lots of crapping. Very fun and memorable. Zhihui and Joyce had their god mode on as well and there was gossiping here and there. Heh.
7th June 2004, Monday
Shagged. Woke up at 10 am at Andrew's place and we had breakfast at a kopitiam near his place. There, I ate prawn noodles and we chatted until abt 11.30 am before we headed back to his place, took our stuff and I headed to school with Cherina and Dear. Xiaofei walked us to the bus interchange and she went to buy Kit-Kat to appease her future sister-in-law, who was pissed by our excessive noise level the night before. ^^;;
Headed to school and met Mahathir to pass him the list of T-shirt sizes for the freshies this year. Then, Cherina's group did their team identity and Dear went to the sofa and slept. At about 5, we headed over to my place, where she slept for a hile and then left at 10 pm. Tiring day, I must say.
8th June 2004, Tuesday
Met Xiao Fei and Cabin at 11 am (I was late for 30 mins, so it became 11.30 am XD) to buy the cloth for the group flags, as well as the paint. So headed back to the clubhouse and started the camp committee meeting at 2 pm. Then I headed over to SDAR to print some documents, and discovered that I couldn't print! Damn! Saw Dr. Koh there and discussed a little about the budget.
Went back to the clubhouse and finished off the meeting. With nothing to do, we came up with the Top 8 couples and Top 8 scandals of LSCT GLs! Wahahaha...damn it was hilarious!
9th June 2004, Wednesday
Had hit and run in Orchard! Whoa~ Fun throughout most of the day, actually. Initially wanted a hike to Bukit Timah Hill, but then it rained. Darn. So we were stuck in the rain and decided to head directly to Orchard for our hit and run, which was basically a scavenger hunt with stupid actions involved.
The rain poured on, and eventually, we decided to run. My group (Lao Gao) spearheaded the start as we dashed out of the shelter and began our long run out. Soon, we decided to just walk, since it made no difference at all. Heh. So we went to Tanglin Mall and had our lunch at McDonald's. Chit chatted and then the missing group, 'Coupon' appeared, their faces sticking onto the glass. I choked on my saliva and nearly died. XD So we finished our lunch and May dashed into McDonald's callling my name. In the end, she brought me to the toy stall outside and showed me the bouncing Elmo, which she wants to buy. I looked at her, dumbfounded, since I wasn't the sale person. Heh. So she asked can she buy and take it along for the hit and run session. I aproved it and she bought it happily. Haha. She's reminding me of Jiaqin.
So I led my group of monkeys on the hit and run session, with their wet sock over their left hands, and ran through Orchard like mad monkeys. :lol: Did tons of stupid things, like lining up in front of McDonald's and hi-fived saying "One buddy meal!" and stuff like that. Hahaha..
Later that day, when we're thoroughly exhausted, rbought my group to Giordano, cos Qingfeng wanted to buy a t-shirt to change. There, we saw this cute girl and she served us. Then, she took up the t-shirt that Qingfeng wanted and helped him fit against his back. Heh. So then I decided that I should help Qingfeng get her no. By my order, Qingfeng went to get her phone no. (cos if he does, the entire cohort would have 150 lesser push ups to do) and the girl was so nervous when she gave him her no. It was so funny. She was opening and folding the clothes and knocked against a row of hanged clothes thingy. So he got it and well, yeah it's good to see a couple in the making. :lol:
Headed to Raffle's Place MRT where we met up with the rest of the group, and had a debriefing session. There was a particular item on the list, which requires 3 lipstick marks per team. So I was looking at Brian and he sort of had the guilty conscience when I casually asked who gave the lipstick mark. Mahathir was insisting it was a stranger, but the look on his face told otherwise. It turned out, Minghui gave him the mark.
So in the name of fun, I just didn't really mind, since it was only one person. Then later that night, she wanted to confess something to me. So I asked if it was regarding the lipstick mark on Brian, then I know about it.
Little did I know when she told me just now that she kissed all 3 guys yesterday. I was stunned for words. If she had told me earlier last night, maybe I'm not so pissed. Now then she told me? And it was through my accidental probing that she told me. *sigh*
You know, I've realised the past few posts from me are just kinda depressing. I wanted this post to be a happy one, but it ended bad as well.
I'll be fine after a nap.
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(Wednesday, June 02, 2004-)
+12:23 AM]*
# Listening to: .hack//Liminality - Tasogare no umi-
*sigh* I just saw wan hua's blog and I'm starting to feel for her frustration, so this post goes out to her.
First off, I apologize for my harsh words on Sunday, as well as me storming off the room without giving you a chance to explain. I understand your grievances, and do not worry, for there'll be a chance for explanation this Sunday.
The reason why I stormed off is simple, cos I can no longer hold back my tears. Ask Mahathir, cos when he came after me, I was crying like a little girl. Not because of the complaints and stuff like that, but it's mainly because of the state that we are in now, in terms of working relationships and personal relationships.
Second thing I wanna clarify to anyone who's thinking this: No, I do not hate nor bear grudges against Wan Hua or Alan or whatsoever, because of our past relationship or whatever. Till this day, I still treat you as a friend. Things, to me, as still the same as before: we can talk and BS ard about anything and everything. To me, nothing has changed. The failed relationship doesn't scar me, but I do not know about you. I hope it's the same for you as well, cos if it's so, then all the better. I just thought I should clarify this, because there are definitely some that thinks this way.
True, initially when we broke up and you ended up with Alan, and all the stuff that happened did make me pissed, but hey, that was the past. I've learned to accept that as part and parcel of life, and I don't blame you for it. To the world, it may seem like one thing, to me, it's another. All I'm trying to say is, I don't hate you. Neither do I hate Alan. You guys are my friends, that's something that cannot be changed. And honestly, I've expected all along that you two would end up together.
Now that the personal issues are settled, I'll proceed on again to the official matters. Thirdly, why did you get scoldings and scoldings from me? It's not a personal attack but it's directed at the entire SGLs cohort...one big reason is because you guys seem to still remain around the level of GLs, which worries me a lot. If you can save on the waterbombs, then what about the food colouring? Cos an AGL said can use, right? Correct me if I'm wrong, I suppose it's Rachel? (Sorry Mic, but I had to point it out) Now, no offence, but Rachel has been MIA since my batch FOC. So perhaps, it wasn't a good idea afterall to follow her lead. Again, no offence, Mic.
I still have so much more, but bah, I guess it's better to tell you personally...
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