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(Sunday, September 29, 2002-)
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crap again missed a day of blogging...argh~

aniwae gotta tell u guys abt last nite...after work i was on my way home after work so i walked to the bus stop at beach road to take 961..and there was this malay couple there...the guy was half-naked and seems like he was crying...so then i thought well they were juz quarreling and didn't think much of it...all of a sudden the malay guy started hurling insults at me...shocked i turned and faced him and noticed his eyes were kinda red...damn high on drugs i guess...so after that he kept saying the f*** word and started to walk towards me..the malay girl was signaling at me asking me to go...but then he came to me and punched me in the face!! whoa...damn so i slapped him right across the face and asked him wad was his problem...then he spat at me and we had a fight...later on a caucasian and a chinese man came over and helped me...i got hit right under the chin...now it still hurts...the chinese then made a police report and that guy walked away...juz my luck to come across him...so wad's the moral of the story? drugs makes u high, cry and cranky...yup so dun take any drugs out there k? of coz medication is not counted...

gonna hav performance later so gotta go now...hehe very excited now...gotta run now..

so then...what's next in life?

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(Saturday, September 28, 2002-)
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missed another day of blogging again...i really need to get into this habit...oh well time to talk abt my eventful day

morning woke up but didn't go sch coz not feeling well(for those who think i'm bullshitting, hope u'll suffer wad i suffered) almost puked out my lunch(nstant noodles) and cough like i did...but then felt better in the afternoon and went for work...but very very tired...guess mood really affects a person physically

yup my mood's kinda down lately...couldn't go sarawak and then i heard news that darren is going sarawak also with her...felt happy and kinda depressed...happy coz oth are my friends and i think they're compatible too but well the feeling kinda hurts too...but still i wish them the best...=)

so then...what's next in life?

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(Wednesday, September 25, 2002-)
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argh missed a day of blogging...nvm juz finished vb class today...tired...gotta go for study grp later...

oh emman reb hup jeremy and i are forming a band!!! woo hoo~ very excited abt it...cool huh? but now there's a problem coz there are 3 guitarists now...*sigh* have to decide among ourselves now...any nice eng songs to suggest for our audition? shout out k? state song title and artise's name..

so then...what's next i life?

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(Monday, September 23, 2002-)
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went to zhou hui's concert today...yup she's cute alright...voice is cute and looks also cute...especially if she widens her eyes in surprise haha

i've got a new idol now...=p

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phew finished maths tutorial at long last...2 hrs of grueling maths...it's a miracle i survived...i'm a survivor~ i'm gonna make it~

no!!! juz received news that maths is still on in yr 3!! ok i take back my words abt surviving maths...kill me~!

damn hungry now...i really can eat a lot recently..ok ok gotta go for concert already~ blog later

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(Sunday, September 22, 2002-)
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haven blog for the past 2 days i think...nothing much to talk abt also coz wekends for me is juz work and work and work..

juz received news that bao lian not going for the concert...coz audrey not going...why audrey not going? coz she gotta do her project...and wad does that mean? well she might not going...haizz...oh well life still goes on...

gonna hav to prepare for the recruitment for GL tml...the booking of rooms and fixing the date for interview and all...hav to lias with peiyi also...and greg chow and alex chang..

woohoo i'm gonna die tml...i haven started on my maths tut yet!! and the orchid which i got for her well disappeared...left it in my workplace with water and all and the next day it's gone..damn...argh!! guess it's not meant to be...

so then...what's next in life?

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(Friday, September 20, 2002-)
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What Was Your PastLife?

whoa now in com lab...juz now the pqs presentation wasn't really that bad...i was late and forgot to upload the file i compiled to my yahoo! briefcase...darn...but thankfully finished everything in time...

yup another quote, "Today is her second best package ever." -Anonymous

yup i hav to put this person as anonymous coz he/she dun wanna be identified...aniwae i think she looks good in white turtleneck too...argh wad am i doing

now gonna stone all the way till 5 pm before going to hi! club closing ceremony...gotta settle my games and script...blog later..

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(Thursday, September 19, 2002-)
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yup back in com lab once again...and yup saw her once again...juz got feedbacks that i'm getting a bit erm psychotic abt her...ok ok i'll cut down on the colours and abt ehr now

woo hoo~ today is a wonderful day~ why? *shrugs* juz felt happy..gonna go discuss abt the recruitment drive for GLs later with corrin at the clubhouse...hopefully we'll be able to come to a conclusion abt the deadline and all...

tml's the pqs presentation and i'm starting to feel the tension already...*stressed* this is my second time presenting to a whole elcture theatre...wad's worse...she's gonna be there...*sweats* phew hopefully it'll turn out well...

having a slight cough now...didn't hav it in the afternoon but suddenly got it once i came into the com lab...viruses are lurking everywhere!!! coughing sux...damaging my voice...and until now...I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I"M MARGE!!!! damn i'm gonna take the test again...

so then...what's next in life?

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i'm marge?! i DO NOT believe this...well it's a bit true lah...i onli ask for the safety of my family and someone...haha friends? erm haha yah lah friends are included in my prayers for safety =)

saw her again...she wore red...it's been some time since she last wore red...haiz damn muz try to forget her...it's impossible for us to be together...it's onli 1-sided...argh~~~~

now in com lab doing my project but as usual we are playing games instead of doing it...and it's gonna be due tomorrow...haha last minute work as usual i guess =p

so then...what's next in life?

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(Wednesday, September 18, 2002-)
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yup saw her today...wore pink again...she still looks pretty...haiz...so near yet so far...she said bye to me! and i didn't realise it...got scolded by jasmine and the rest for being so slow...=p

killed another 5 mice today...and no i am not blood thirsty! u think it's fun killing them?! and that jasmine still ask me to gurry up and kill them becoz no time to do the experiment...think so easy ah? muz compose my feelings first rite...killing them is so hard...who's the cruel and blood thirsty one?!

so then...wad's next in life?

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(Tuesday, September 17, 2002-)
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yesterday she was wearing pink...she looks super pretty in pink...and today she's wearing white...chatted with her again last nite...sms rather...and well had quite a fun conversation...i guess i'll juz hav to settle as her fren...

"Yesterday was her best package ever" -Leroy

gonna hav my presentation in 10 mins time...and i juz did my presentation this morning..*proud* gotta pat myself on the back..*pat pat*

the more i see her the more i feel something towards her...but the more impossible it gets...life's terrible...and worse my dad told me last nite that i cant go for the sarawak trip..there goes 18 days with her...and told her abt it and she seems happy abt me not going...haiz even though she said she was joking to cheer me up, it's hard to get over the feeling that she dun wan me to go...sad but true...

so then...wad's next in life?

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(Monday, September 16, 2002-)
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yup u're not seeing things...it's 1.20 am in the morning now...and i here i am doing my pqs...finally able to open it after asking my friend to send the file to me...but one main problem remains...i dun hav the cause and effect diagram so how am i gonna go the rest of it?? crap forgot to take it frm galvin and begam...but oh well i'll rush it tml then...

had a tiring day at work as usual...and finally made up my mid to start training myself for the sarawak trip...it's gonna be hell if i dun do something abt my skinny figure...gonna go do some push ups and sit ups now...blog again tml

so then...wad's next in life?

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(Sunday, September 15, 2002-)
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See what Care Bear you are.

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(Friday, September 13, 2002-)
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=) saw her again yesterady and today...think she looks charming in purple and pure in white...hmmm and cute in blue and erm *goes on and on* hey cant help it ok...i think i really really like her...it's been such a long time already and yet i'm still attracted to her...but i'm a gutless craphead wimp(as cherie always says) so i can onli see her from a far...even talking to her face to face makes me nervous...onli source of communication? sms and internet...she hardly goes online so left sms only...i'm kinda useless ain't i? but i cant help it...i'll definitely have no chance in wooing her..i mean look, she's got lots of suitors queueing from one end of singapore to the other(ok not that exaggerating but u get wad i mean) and she's pretty and clever and fun..look at me...total loser, ugly shit, sucks at studies...now u understand why?

yesterday was a wonderful day...why? coz she smiled at me...same with today...after PAT i walked over to the lecture theatre to juz sit down and rot...as i walked there i noticed a group of people there...then as i walked closer i saw audrey...and i thought,"it cant's be that coincidental, right?" but guess what...there she was, sitting there wearing white...and she waved at me with a sweet smile on her face...i smiled and waved back and sat right at a corner...ah...life is fair afterall...

so then...wad's next in life? problems emerging everyday...i think i shld get a Ph.D in solving messed up problems...but heck who cares anyway?

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(Wednesday, September 11, 2002-)
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juz msged her and 'talked' to her thru sms for a while...=) then talked a bit abt david blaine and stuff...seems it's all a misunderstanding...she left coz she didn't see my msg in msn...=) so she wasn't avoiding me at all...glad i cleared the air...

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ok my day didn't really go quite well...stayed in school for the past 8 hours...hectic day...first went to meet my sign language class and a particular someone =) for practice...then went back to the lab and saw her...but then she say me and then told rhonda she need to go off...then rhonda left with her...and guess wad? she ended up next door doing her stuff...1st sign she's avoiding me...

then went off at 3 to meet weiling, another of my student, and practised with her...after that promised her to help her do her cca contact list...so came back at 4 and yup that's when i knew she was actually next door only...

then cherie and jenny persuaded me to buy a flower for her...they were selling it for a charity event so well i decided to buy after much consideration...but i held on to it for the next hour...didn't dare to give it to her...so then at ard 5 i decided to give the flower to her so i msged her via msn messenger and asked if i could meet her outside along the corridor of the com lab...but then after a few mins, she didn't reply so i logged off and everyone went out...and then she came out hurriedly and walked off...sign no. 2 she's avoiding me...now waiting for the 3rd sign...her msging me asking me to stop msging her...

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whoa finished neil's blog background and mine...cool huh? hehe

gonna go meet my freshies soon...and a particular someone...=) *blush*

blog again tonight

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another fine day in the com lab sleeping throughout the boring vb lesson and waking up to do the exercise which is already done...why? coz mr ckc uploaded a file for the previous exercise and seems he put the code in for today's exercise too! so all we hav to do is dream~...dream~ dream~ dream~...dream~...coz mr ckc is so lame and corny~

and i visited my fren's blogs and the gers seems to be bitching abt everything they see...(ok ok not exactly bitching abt everything...almost ok? =p)yawnz so boring today...the same old usual day to rot to death and wait for the police to collect my corpse...still trying to make up my mind abt going to sarawak for the youth expedition trip..my parents actually allowed me to go overseas!! *i'm so amazed* and crap mr ckc took over the screen again...and yes i'm typing this without looking at my screen...coolhuh? all that is on my screen right now is his stupid lablab 7 exercise...hate him for that...argh~ *plucks out hair*

oh well seems i'm always bitching abt vb and mr ckc...seems i muz find new targets to bitch about...hehe *looks at quennies and the dinosaurs* die!! oh wait neil's first on my list of targets...s....DIE NEIL!!!!

and he actually offered me a lollipop he sucked...neil if u're ever seeing this, this is not typed by eugene...YOU SUCK!! which u literally are...haha kidding...

my blog's getting boring and boring...nobody shouts out anymore...hmmm...and visitors dun shout out too...muz add in more interesting stuff soon...but be prepared for a lot of anime stuff...why? no reason coz i happy and the sky is so high..

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(Tuesday, September 10, 2002-)
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yup it's another day at sch and as usual...presentation!! and i screwed up as usual...been screwing up my presentation recently..*sigh*

dr ramsay will be leaving so we bought a pandan cake for her and some mid-autumn festival lanterns...u shld see her face when she saw the lanterns...looked like a child...haha gonna miss her when she leaves for USA...sad but that's life...

made up my mind to start saving for the trip to sarawak...and seems she's going too...happy yet confused...shld i go at all? nothing to say to her for 18 days...i can visualise hell for me...the pain and agony and suffering(ok i'm bullshitting)...but she's really going...hmmm...gonna think abt it..

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(Monday, September 09, 2002-)
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Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

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now in com lab...juz finished maths practical and well did quite fast...saw her today and she was wearing white...i dunno but she looks beautiful in white, as with other colours too...she looked kinda stressed, should i ask her why? nah nvm she'll find me bothersome..gonna go help rhonda with her sign language class today and will be able to see someone then..=) i'm toking rubbish here...i think i'm having mixed feelings abt a lot of things now...gonna post in my other blog now...

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the internet junk slacker test deems me:
70% slacker

your clothes are properly folded, hung up and put away. you watch tv in moderation. you like to visit with friends but also like a little alone time as well. you tend to change clothes frequently and you definitely wash your hands after a visit to the toilet!

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(Sunday, September 08, 2002-)
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ah...another day to blog...went to sch for maths re-test today but didn't do too well i guess...and i forgot to bring my calculator...but thankfully emman lend me one of his...thanx dude...after the retest went for hi club practice for idd(international deaf day)didn't behave like myself today...totally not myself...too many things on my mind now...both school and personal...life sux...my life sux more...

another day at work and i'm back home half dead but when i entered the house i smelled something...oat!! with lots of milk!! whoa best ting i can hav for dinner i mean supper...yum yum...add a 'bit'(yah a few tablespoons) of sugar and it tastes absolutely delicious...well at least something positive happened to me at long last...

gonna start a private blog soon coz i noticed that this blog i cant really write too mcuh personal stuff...it'll look as if i'm trying to gain attention...so i'm starting one juz to write my thoughts and feelings towards everything in life...frm friends to family to school to everything under the sun...and nope i'm not releasing the url...coz it's private(as if u wanna know the url rite?)

i juz realised..i haven buy my bus concession yet!! oh no~!~!~! the worst of the whole day...didn't buy concession...haiz well God does give me bad days too...sick of all these now...

now beginning to regret not going to the agm yesterday(friday)...seeing practically everyone getting into the comm and me out of it...yesterday was a bad day and today was a bad day too...i wonder will tml be as bad? hmmm...

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(Friday, September 06, 2002-)
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What Pattern Are You?

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	um.... just call me spud! Congratulations for making it through the test without falling asleep! You are awake, right? Hello? Keep an energy drink nearby and maybe, just maybe, you'll continue this odd trend!
�2002 http://internetjunk.co.uk

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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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*sigh* quarrelled with my dad today..why? coz he said i spoilt the scv...hello? he meddled with the cables first and when i woke up i heard he hit the scv box VERY hard...and he actually had the cheek to say i spoilt the cable...act professional..go meddle with the wiring...i cant take it anymore...so i quarelled back...everytime something goes wrong he puts the blame on me and when he knows it wasn't my fault he didn't even bother to apologize...not even a single time throughout my 18 yrs of life...wad kind of dad is he?

didn't go for hi club agm today...no mood, slept too late and nobody woke me up...got woken up by my dad's violence and abuse against the scv box...so it was really very very loud and he hit the thing really really hard to produce that really really loud noise...argh so much frustrations against him and yet cant do anything about it...what can i say abt this family?

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ah...haven posted for more than 24 hrs liao...had a terrible day at sch...first i was late for maths lecture then i forgot to bring maths notes...then my PAT test got sucky marks and everyone's is getting pissed off today for a lot of reasons! haiz...the onli thing i looked forward to was teaching my sign language class and everything went on quite well...started practising song signing and then realised i haven started on the lesson proper yet...song signing supposed to be after the lesson...so blur and maluating...

tml gonna hav to meet cherie in sch...sianzz...holiday still muz go back sch...haiz...feel like staying home and rot till the police finds my corpse...so tired recently...dunno wad's wrong with me also...

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(Wednesday, September 04, 2002-)
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yawnz juz finished vb class...wad a way to start off a wednesday morning and guess wad? i hav 4 hrs of break...mei qi asked me to watch lilo and stich with her...she treat some more..hehe shld i go? but then the movie starts at 11.55am and if i go, i'll be late for imm prac...argh dilemma~!!

as usual mr ckc talks for 1.5 hrs and leaves half an hour for us to practise...crappy lesson crappy teacher...why didn't i choose perl?!?!?! argh~~ *screams*

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yeah~! my internet is back~!! after ten thousand year~~ i'm free!! you hav absolutely no idea how happy i am for my internet to be back...haha i'm nuts...gonna start searching for pics and stuff to decorate my page liao..wahahaha...tml's another boring day in sch...think i'll be 'stoning' in sch till 5...and then main comm meeting...sianz...gonna stone till advisors come again...

today hasn't been an all excellent day for me...failed another of my test (imm) but then got a lot of encouragement frm frens and my lecturer...kept saying that i got 43 even though i didn't study...that's quite an achievement...well in actual fact i think i got this coz dr ramsay was very lenient with me...but the good thing today was i got gd grades for my amb(other than being able to see HER)...but then ryan and gang are abt to kill me for getting such a grade...becoz i said that those getting gd grades deserved to be bashed up...and ryan said i betta dun get any...haha

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(Tuesday, September 03, 2002-)
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now using robin's laptop to post this...actually juz wanna show weijing how to blog only...so nothing much...gotta go for sign language practice now...be back tml...do shout out if necessary...

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i realised i hav visitors frm outside singapore so frm this moment on i'm gonna use english and not singlish anymore...(singlish is singaporean english for those not frm singapore) check out the little icon below the archives part to take a look at the stats...

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haiz screwed up at amb presentation today...that's it for last minute work...think i gave too many marks to everyone..lowest being 56...and most people gave a max of 56 onli leh...wah kaoz such a big difference...put myself at an disadvantage...sianz...shld hav been more strict...had a short lunch again today and dunno why suddenly feel quite sian and my depression syndrome kicks in again...i look very depressed when i'm quiet meh? diao dunno why everytime when i'm quiet they'll ask if i'm depressed abt something anot...well sometimes lah but not all the time...but thanx for asking anyway...appreciate that...

haiz mei encountered problems again and i feel kinda sad for her also...that's the burden of being someone's kor...but actually i got so many mei meis not becoz i wanna jio them or wad(hey imagine me going after someone younger than me by erm 4 yrs...-_-;;)...juz wanna share abit of their burden mah...and coz my sis at home is not your typical average kind of mei mei that ONLY argues and quarrel with you...she hits me with an ash tray mind you...so i finding mei meis outside to satisfy myself(haha all these are rubbish...type for fun laughter peace and joy) think i'm going nuts...dunno wad i'm gonna get for amb(applied and molecular microbiology) and imm(immunology) tests later...got a gut feeling i'm gonna fail...argh...

as usual my internet is STILL down and argh it sucks...gonna hav to come com lab for the rest of the week...and no internet at home sia...sianz...no time to design blog liao...gonna start designing next week tendatively...

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(Monday, September 02, 2002-)
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posted up the biotech pics in my photo album at ...but it's onli upon invite then can get in...so if u wanna see it(whoever u are) leave ur name and email addy at my shout out..

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haiz my internet is still not working...goodness...gonna be up next week i think..i hope...now in school and i'm so very tired...dr ramsay announced that she'll be leaving next week...it's so soon...guess i'm gonna miss her "C3B, big B, wee B" in irish accent...kinda cute i think..so gonna organise a farewell party for her this fri...but the response is not really that good...gonna hav to reconsider again..

and as i expected, i failed my maths test...as usual...been a habit for me since sec 2 to fail maths..guess old habits die hard(wad am i saying?!)going nuts liao...sob sob...muz study liao...made up my mind...gonna start studying frm this moment on..been slacking for the past 1 yr plus in poly...cant carry on like this...cant play ard liao...cant think of wanton and such stuff anymore...eh too drastic hor...oh well...lesson gonna start soon..hav to go for now...be back at 3...

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